I'll Admit

I'm far from perfect
Actually, anything but.
I'm easily hurt
So it's hard to trust.

I'm very sensative
It's normal to see me cry.
When I really want something
I'm always gonna try.

I can be a bit dramatic
And take things too far.
My heart has been beaten
It shows through all the scars.

I'm very emotional
And drama's in my life.
I try to run from it
But I'm swept back in with all the lies.

I'm not gullible
But I like knowing the truth.
When things are going bad
I tend to be down in the blue.

I always try to make things better
And when I can't, I cry.
I tend to overexaggerate
And take the problem to a new high.

I'm a very jealous person
And I hate making others mad.
I think way too much
About the things that went bad.

I regret things that I've said
I regret things that I've done.
Self-esteem it hurts to say
Of that, I have none.

My imperfections
I will change.
I'll do whatever it takes
No matter how strange.

I just wanna be happy
And do things right.
Because I don't wanna look back
And end up regretting this life.

Stefanie, 2007