I need to be saved

Depression sinking in
I'm alone and crying once again
life is falling apart
and no one is here to mend my broken heart
so you leave me with no choice
i start to look for the blade
but in my head i her your voice
"don't do it, its not worth it"
but i cant help this i want it
i have to let go of this pain
Ive already driven myself insane
i pushed you out of my life
and now the regret kicks in
i need that knife
cutting away at my wrists
i cant feel anything
i went numb after the first few slits
I'm drowning in my blood and tears
the phone rings
but i lose all sounds in my ears
the ringing fades away
and I'm regretting not making you stay
i cant see
someone please come and save me