Random Writing

Silence all around me, I don't know what to do, I place myself in the corner arms wrapped around my legs shaking rocking back and forth with burst of water rolling from my eyes I try to remember of better time hoping to get a smile sprung across my face....thinking..thinking...yet nothing but the sound of my tears hitting the floor, I stride for the strength to take my life back over back in my control, to be able to make my life was it use to be.. what I once was.. I seek to bring that person back that I was, that girl full of happiness, morals, laughs, smiles and excitement, that girl who knew who she was and what she wanted out of life, all I have now.. is me...to fix my life to realize my mistakes and change them... all I have is Myself and no one else...