The heart held a strong love
A deep love. An obsession?
She could not have what she desperately wanted
But did not want.
To be loved, to give love... to know love.
It doesn't exist, she tries to create it.
She pushed it away... it willingly fled...
A friendship she did not deserve...
She thought this could be love. He was so nice...
She was nothing that he wanted...
He was the embodiment of all she wanted to be.
If only she could have accepted that.
But, it was defeat. She would not lose. It was a game.
He was the prize.
She will battled. Battled him...Battled his lover...
Battled herself...Only to lose.
But, what was lost?
A love that never existed, not for him, not for her.
A friendship that she had, but never deserved.
He was so nice. She was so...
Lost.
