I don't know what is going on or where my life is headed
but i do know that forever in my heart you are embedded
your carved into my heart, your scared there for life
Your carved into my wrist, blood dripping from this knife.
I hate you more then ever, yet i love you so much more
You've taken over my soul, you've started this internal war
A war of kind hearted love, against evil hearted hate
You opened up the door, but opened up hells gate.
I don't know where to go, or what the hell to do.
be on loves side or hates, which one do i choose.
You stabbed me in the back, yet you've been there for me
why i cant i make up my mind, why cant i see
This choice is way to much, this pain is even worse
Do i go back to the knife, or forever live this curse
Don't want to live with this pressure, live like a sunken boat
So I'm going to what i started with, and slashing my throat.
