I can't keep pretending that everything is okay...

I wake up everyday only to sit alone,
I keep on climbing those stares only to realize that there is nothing in return,
I try to speak up like everybody does,
But I get pushed back down again - No one listens to me,
And in the end I knew I was hated and that is why I must leave,
I can't stand to be so silent I can't stand to not be me,
My soul - my essence - all of me is gone down to the very core,
Please let me leave this past behind - Let me start again,
I need to be free,
I hear them calling out to people and all I think is I so desperately wish they were calling for me,
I don't belong and there's nothing really for me outside,
Just let me go somewhere that I think I would be happy,
At least let me try,
Please,
I hear it calling me - if It isn't any better there I'll lie and there I will stay,
But please don't push my destiny my future my life away,
I can't keep pretending that everything is OK...