My suicide

I know its the way i want to act
But i got to face the truth, face the fact
She doesn't feel the same love for me
thats just not how i want it to be
i want it all to be a big lie
and have that girl right by my side
Love me when i need her love most
Instead of feeling empty like a lonely ghost
but thats not going to happen anytime soon
Ill just stay lay here looking at the moon
Watching the stars go by counting away
until the last ones gone, starting a new day
But i wont start a new love for anyone
I'm ending it all with the bang of this gun
Maybe you'll realize how ya really felt
That you did love me and wish you would melt
Or that you don't care and go on
not realizing or caring what you have done
But wondering why i took my own life
it wasn't me who did it,it was you who caused my suicide