Living Without You

I give you one last good-bye kiss
On your rosy porcelain cheek
I promised I would be strong
But I find myself getting weak

Tears run down my stained face
As I walk you to the front door
I want to tell you, but I dont think I can
As my feelings for you soar

Its sad that we have to let this fade
And go our separate ways
Ill miss all our crazy times
And all of our lazy days

Youre wearing my favorite outfit
The one with black and blue
If only I could sum up the courage
And tell you that I love you

I take a big deep breath
And come close towards your ear
I want to let you know how I feel
Even if Im full of fear

I finally take a chance and come to you
And try my best to be tough
My lips are near your ear
And I start to whisper ever so soft

I want you to know that Ive always been there
I want you to know how much I care
I want you to know that youre in my heart
I want you to know that I loved you from the start

As I give you one last hug
I let out a weeping cry
This is it, its final
But I dont want to say good-bye

Ive lost my one true love
The first love that I found
Everything is so silent
As they place you into the cemetery ground