I won't chase you anymore

I should be running out that door
Trying to stop you from leaving
I should be crying, and begging you to stay
But here I sit
Not caring where your going
Cause I'm sick of the lies
Sick of staying up all night
I don't want to go crying to my friends again
I just want to move on with my life
I don't want to love you anymore
But no matter what you do
No matter how much it hurts me
I still love you
I just won't be chasing after you anymore