Sorry

What am I doing?
What have I done?
I might as well just shot you with a gun
I don't want to finish what I begun
I feel bad for what i did
From my emotions ijust hid
I expressed my anger in the wrong way
I do not want to get sent away
I just want to say..
I'm sorry
It may be easy to say sorry
But I cant speak it
And mean it
Thats why i am writing this
And I am truly sorry
I'm sorry for the way i act
I'm not sorry for just that
I'm sorry for what i have done to you
And I'm sorry for the stuff i put you through