My death is dawning

Why do I live with this pain thats inside
Why should I live with the hatred in my mind
Whats the point of living with nobody to care for
Whats the point of loving to never get it back

Love is the everlasting sorrow
Being lonely is the pain
I know that my feelings and yours
Shall never be the same
While this tainted blood
Runs through my veins

The bittersweet taste of death
Is forever drawing closer
This knife in my hand
Is positioned against my throat
As I slit across my neck
And split it into two
Every drop of blood
Is worth my love for you

Would anybody care
If I took my life
If I made use of this taunting knife
Would there be sadness or joy
Laughing or mourning
Let us find out now
Because my death is dawning