I Remember You

I remember the first time you talked to me,
How you said that blue was better than pink.
We argued forever, it seemed,
And both fell in love instantly.

I remember how you dated my best friend,
Yet you still longed to hold my hand.
All those "I love you"s were really meant for me,
But you thought we were never meant to be.

You two broke up,
She had cheated on you and denied.
You didn't really care,
Not having my love is what you couldn't bare.
I couldn't bare not having your love too,
But you never showed that you knew.

I remember how David cheated on me,
That night I cried myself to sleep.
I longed to have you in my arms to hold,
What I didn't know was your heart was already sold.

Months went by and we never spoke,
One day I saw you when I awoke.
I ran to you and hugged you tight,
We talked forever that night.
You found out I was with another and couldn't breathe,
You told me that you really had to leave.

Envy struck your heart for days,
Just because you couldn't have things your way.
Every time I saw a girl with you,
Envy struck me too.
I was in love with you,
And I needed you to know.

We started to date,
Finally, we weren't too late.
Every night we talked on the phone for hours,
Our strong love could knock over towers.

Two months passed,
Somehow we just couldn't last.
I asked if you still wanted me,
And didn't even get a maybe.
Now you won't talk to me anymore,
Damn baby.. you left my heart torn.

It's been two weeks and I still care,
Living with this regret is too much to bare.
I guess I'll just have to deal with it,
I wanted more than I could get.
I still can't believe everything we're been through,
Whenever I remember you.

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This is a poem that I wrote about me and my ex-boyfriend Ray. Every sentence is true.

9/14/07

~Rikku~