How many

How can be so close but yet so far apart
I love you death,but your not in my heart
How much do i have to give to make you see
how much your life truly means to me
How much longer do i have to patiently wait
I hope when your ready its not to late
How many tears have to be shed for you to realize
that i really mean it when i stare into your eyes
How much more blood has to be flowed out
till you see what our friendship is really about
How many more nights must i lay awake
wondering if what you said was real or fake
How many more pills do i have to swallow
how many more breaths are not going to follow
How many more thoughts of my own suicide
till i really go through with it and lay here to die