Why is it always me?

Getting beat in the bathroom stall
people kicking and screaming
they don't care at all

cutting my wrists
is not what i do for fun
its what i do when you all beat me with your fists
it releases the pain some

fighting my way through the day
trying to be myself
trying to just pretend I'm okay

this girl hates me then that one does too
stare in disgust as i walk by
ya know i don't care, I'm not here to entertain you

trip me so i fall in the crowd
kicking and hitting is what i feel
face getting stomped in the ground

no one seems to care
no one seems to even bother
i wonder what would happen if it wasn't me laying there

if i was as cool as the cheerleaders, or the beta club
would i be here beating up a helpless girl
or would i slowly ease the plug

why is it always me?
why am i the one who has to feel the pain
why is it always me?
to go through this over and over again

why is it always.....me