Today is the day!

Laying in bed
feeling nothing but pain
trying to fight all the things trapped in my head
all the lovely things you used to say
all your promises
I'm going to let them all go today
i cant hold on to something that is gone
its breaking me down
everything is feeling so wrong
trying to hold on to our last kiss
lips so moist, so soft
it was pure bliss
thats all going to get left behind
because i know things are different now
your no longer mine
I'm going to cry out your hazel eyes
I'm going to scream out your kisses and hugs
I'm going to cut away your lies
today is the day I'm setting my pain free
letting it all go
i need to find the old me
but thats the hardest part
because i found the better me
when we first met, that was my start
start to a better life
start to a finish
the start to putting away the knife
the start of my heart
today things are going to change
I'm going to be happy
I'm finally setting you free....