My Secret Sorry Letter

The pain cuts to deep
making it impossible to sleep
instead i lay awake
as my heart slowly brake
you say you don't love me
how could that be
you say i hate you
however, that is not true
you, i have always loved
even when i was mad
you say i don't know what love is
if that were true, i would have given up on this
how could you miss all the clues
to let you know i love you
i know I'm not your perfect kid
i always hope you'd forgive the things i did
i could've been worse, i could've been better
I'm so tired of writing you sorry letters
i never want you to read this one
even after this is all done
this comes from the heart
no matter what, i feel, we'll always be apart
I'm sorry mom i couldn't hold it all together
even with this secret sorry letter