Inside My Eyes (Collab With Kerry)

**Collab With Kerry**

The walls inside my world close in,
A little more and more each day,
And no one else can understand,
I'm alone in this world anyway

Melancholy has become all consuming,
As these vacant eyes stare into space,
Tear stained cheeks giving away my sorrow,
Everyone knows I'm falling from grace

The bags under my blood shot eyes,
Give away the pain that others hide,
It's quite easy to tell I just don't care,
About what consumes me deep inside

Bitterness devouring this aching soul,
Debility seems to be all thats left,
Protective armour shattering into pieces,
why will no one let me rest?

I've put bruises all over my body,
And I dont hide these wrists that bleed,
If there goal is for me to die,
Then they could very well succeed

Incensed tears stream down every day,
Each of them more painful than the last,
This fragile heart is breaking,
Wondering if this woe will ever pass.

I would pray up to God in heaven,
But there is not a belief of him in me,
Because how could there be a god,
When darkness is all that I can see