Hypocritical world

Again I'm on the edge of breaking down
Ready to crash down in the ravine
I'll keep on falling till the end of time
Almost nothing left to save me now

You've tried to protect me for so long
But all together it didn't help at all
It's someone else I now desperately call
In the cold embracing arms of death I belong

Misunderstood and above all very lonely
The story of my live is written as tragedy
Although for others it seems a comedy
No one will ever get to learn the real me

At least not on this way, no they won't
I build this wall around my broken soul
Don't make breaking it down your goal
No violence or hard words will do, no don't

Why can't you let me be who I am?
I don't resemble to the most of you
And being like that, I'll never try to
Seems that fitting in, I'll never can

Don't blame me for being anti-social
I don't really abhor of any of you
But I hate the way you treat me, that's true
Your sanctimonious words I don't want to recall

This world has torn me, till I faded away
Who'd love to be sincere but can't
Being straightforward is what I want
If this will be the future, I won't stay