Mercy Raining on Me

A land so far away
Is where I used to play

Children's songs I used to sing
And play all day on the swing

One day I had to fly
And wish every one goodbye

I went to a place that is new
The people that I knew were a few

Day by Day Passed By
My feelings for the old place began to die

Do not want to remember it no more
I locked its memories behind the door

Within my mind this place is lost
And has no more value or cost

From a child to a lady I grew
So different I was that was true

My innocence I had no more
And I no longer had its seed to re-grow

So young and healthy my heart used to be
But now so sinful and blind and can not see

Who was I?
I had no clue

But faded memories told me who
A Muslim I was, that can not be true

How can I be?
I did not know

I looked at myself in the mirror
And all I saw was a big blur

Ashamed I really was
Because I did not follow the Muslim laws

Death, I did not fear
Allah's words I did not hear

I needed Allah's light
But Satan I had to fight

I sinned through the day
But cried through the night

My life I did not want to waste
But Allah's love I wanted to taste

So sudden my life began to change
To other people that seemed strange

A friend's voice called to me
And handed me a key

I entered Allah's door
And had a feeling of happiness I never felt before

My sins, he forgave
My soul, he saved

Forgiveness and Mercy I ask for
For he is the one I adore

His paradise is where I want to be
And His Prophet (PBUH) is who I want to see

To win Allah's love is my goal
Of me Satan has no control

For I am now free
I am Allah's slave I agree

Now I care
And this Deen I will share

To spread happiness and love
And remind them of Allah the one up above