No Baby

This heart of mine is breaking
but the words refuse to speak
a knowledge only strength admits
yet all i am is weak

and three years in the making
no baby make it four
my face has fallen in love
with falling on the floor

the bottles do not break
they just piss inside of me
trapped and i cant breathe
i cant breathe but i can see

the world living around me
it slowly turns to gray
the colors fade and run like you did
they take my heart away

but here i am just fine
perfect in my loss
sprawled on the bed
imagining you across

here i am just sitting
just little old me
as perfect as always
hoping you'll see

but the winter came three years ago
no baby make it four
the summer ran away
she wont come back no more