I'll always be alone

Another dreary day alone
They all have someone
Im so used to being alone
Because I know I'll never have anyone
I walk in a crowd yet still alone
My heart is searching for something
I fall asleep at night alone
Because I now have nothing
Im so sick of the word alone
But It will define me forever
Because all my life I will be alone
But soon I wont care, so for now, whatever