Your making it hard...

I feel like your not only mine
I'm stuck pretending
I'm just wasting time
i felt a connection from deep inside
i see its dying now
so now i hide
your not what i thought to be
its so different now
I'm no longer happy
your a total drunk
and a complete ass
your just a phase i cant seem to pass
so now i sit hard and cold
nothing to do
no one to hold
trying to find my way
hoping it will be okay
hoping you'll man up
so i can stay