Missing you...(R.I.P)

Every day I go home
all I do is cry
because you were my mother
and I did not say goodbye

you always meant the world to me
and then you up and die
but I'm mad at myself
because I said I wouldn't cry

why did you do the things you did
things that were not right or kind
maybe you did not stop to think
you had family left behind

but then you changed at the end
and that made me feel good
it made me feel the way
a daughter really should

She did not always make the right choices in life but every one makes mistakes. It's just that I have to live with hers.