You Dont Know What It's Like. To Feel Like Second Best.

You don't know what it's like
To feel like second best
To know that I'm below her
To know she's better than the rest

She's more important than our friendship
Her love and care you lust
But what about our friendship?
I let you in. .I gave you trust

You chose her over me
& I can't believe that I was fooled
By your pretty words and stupid lies
How could you be so cruel

You don't know what it's like
To feel like second best
To feel so unimportant
& you've caught me in this mess

You'll never understand
You're breaking me inside
You'll never comprehend
That the part you held begins to die

You cause my inside to decay
But you care about her more
So you chose her over me
& I'm left here on the floor

You don't know what it's like
To feel like second best
Like everything we're going through
Is somehow just a friendship test

You're making me uncomfortable
You're causing me to fret
You're causing me this pain
That I wish to just forget

You're making me cry
But you're too blind to see
What's right under your nose
That you're really hurting me

You don't know what it's like
To feel like second best
To stare into your eyes
To feel our friendship has regressed

You told me that you'd take me
If i did not have a date
To my homecoming dance
But that was just a big mistake

But you went back on your word
Left me lonely and so torn
I've never felt this way about you
But your actions, I completely scorn

I guess you'll have your fun
& I'll pretend I've got no stress
Cuz you don't know what it's like
To feel like second best. .

[Do You?]

-Not my best. ?

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