Why?..When I Dont Even Want Too!

Why do i have these thoughts about you
when I know your not thinking of me?
why do I fall for you each time your near
when I know to you I'm invisible?
why do I long to hear you
when I know your words only hurt me?
why do I long to feel your touch
when I know your touch will make me fall?
why do I pray that you'll be mine
when I don't even care if you are at all?
why do I still think you'll change and stick around this time
when I know its a lie?
why do I get butterflies when you come by
when I know she gets the same feeling as me?
why do I get sad when you say "bye"
when its best if your gone?
why do I cry myself to sleep
when your not worth my tears?
why does your love make me so weak
when i know you don't even love me back?
why do I love you
when I don't even want to!?!?!?!