Don't judge me!

Do you hear things that aren't there?
Do you wake up, hardly knowing where?
Do you begin to cry, after turning off the phone?
Do you stay awake at night, because you feel alone?

Do you begin to scream, after locking the door?
Do you dream of yourself, bleeding in the bathroom floor?
Do you cut yourself to end emotional pain?
After the scars turn gray, do you still feel the same?

Because of cruel words, my sorrow shall always increase
Do you think you can judge me only because of a disease?
Do you know how sadist a child's mind can be?
Did you ever feel your desire was to flee?

Do you look into the mirror and always loathe what you see?
Then, how can you know what it feels like, being me?
Depressive, neurotic and suicidal, too
I'd rather kill myself than to be judged by you