My life, my goals

I see myself as a strong person.
Or a person who could be strong.
Someone who is broken on the inside,
but keeps moving along.
Someone who tries to help all,
Though no one really cares about her.
Someone who just wants to be loved,
but all she loves, she won't let in.

I see myself as a weak person.
Someone who keeps breaking herself.
Someone who tries to help herself,
Because no one cares enough to help.

I see myself as not good enough.
Someone whose own father dislikes.
Someone who has tried to be perfect for him,
Yet she's never good enough.

I would like to be a strong person.
Someone like my mother.
Someone who is able to raise a child on her own,
someone who can be in the worse situation and still think practically.

So far out of life, i have gotten great friends.
Some have left, some have stayed.
But they all had their moments of greatness.
I have gotten love, and given love.

But one thing i would like to accomplish,
is to save someones life.
Not in the traditional way,
But to write a song so powerful,
that when they hear it on the radio,
Though they are about to commit suicide,
They don't.
They hear my song,
and think that they ARE worth living,
that they ARE good enough for anyone.

I want to change a life.
I want to say something to someone that changes them forever.
In a good way of course....