Light

I'm always thinking,
on what to do,
im always wondering,
how I'll get through,

I want to go,
and just get away,
I want to know,
why I'm this way,

What have I done,
to deserve all this,
why have I come,
to a life without bliss,

All I do,
is just wait,
to just go,
right to that gate,

I'll speed it up,
since his scythe wont do,
I'll tear it up,
and force my knife through,

I tell myself,
it ends tonight,
I remind myself,
I'll see the light,

I make the decision,
I'll make it right,
I'll use such precision,
and head towards the light,

Here I go,
I make the cut,
I hit the floor,
and grab my gut,

I thank him now,
I didnt fight,
I was proud,
to see the light.