Time Will Tell

So many mixed emotions
I wish would go away
So many topics
I want to express yet I cant say

So many people
Hurting me so bad
Most of whom
Are the friends I wish I never had

So many people
Are on my mind
I want to change
But I am running out of time

Ive hurt so many
And caused so much pain
I guess now
Its time to change

Time to go about
Things in different ways
My life just feels
Like a maze

I am at the start
And the finish is far away
And I know things wont change immediately
Well, it wont in a matter of days

It could take a year
Or many
And some people say we wont fully get along
Until I am twenty