Christmas Day

I cant believe all these thoughts in my head
I cant believe i wish i were dead

All Christmas day I was holding myself back
From acting the way i had used to act

All these thoughts make me not want to deal with anyone else
They make me wish i had the guts to kill myself

I just am so depressed everyday
Its getting worse and i cant tell people what i want to say

This stuff is making me worse,
these feeling are just like a curse