Ironic...

Yea its the typical beginning
girl falls so hard for a boy
they feel together they are winning
and he doesn't make her fell like just a toy

a month comes and goes
the truth starts to be reviled
the deceptions she soon will know
and the secrets he tried to keep concealed

lie number one is told
she tries not to care
more lies, she knows he holds
and she can't help but think "this isnt fair"

she goes on, loving unconditionally
then she learns of lies two and three
she thinks this just must be how guys are typically
but in this web of lies, she feels she will never be free

he promises her no more secrets will be kept
after he confesses he has cheated
now being scared is something she accepts
because by now, all her walls, he had defeated

vulnerable and scared
the only emotions she knows now
for this situation, she wasn't prepared
now shes just trying to get out, but how?

she then learns of secret number...
wait was it four or five? was it six?
she doesn't care, she cant remember
all the secrets are suffocating her like bricks

the last secret just crosses the line
she feels shes taken enough
things between them will never again be fine
she tells him this was just getting to tough

she tells him that they must depart
she cant even count all the reasons
hes done enough to her heart
all his story's change, just like seasons

but you see there is more to this story than
you might know, the guy before him
was where her love had really been
the thought of what shes done makes her feel grim

you see, she meet him a while back
they were young and never wanted to be apart
her dads approval, is what they lacked
he told her to protect her heart

this girl respected her dad more than anyone
and held his opinion very high
so she told the boy her dad had won
and maybe they should say goodbye...?

well then that new boy came along
she thought he was better than the other
she wasn't aware she was so terribly wrong
and would be better off with another

this girl thought she had fallen in
love, so told the first guy goodbye
thinking something better would begin
she wasn't aware all he would do is lie

so she gave up the only guy she had
ever really loved, and depended on
the other to replace him, but this choice was bad
because soon he to would be gone

heartbroken and jaded
she misses her true loves voice
she wishes she never would have let him fade
she just wants to redo that one choice

if she could she would never let him go
he truly cared for her, even if her dad didn't approve
he would've done whatever it takes to show
that from his love no other could improve

all she is doing now is thinking and missing
him, hoping and praying she will get one last
chance, she sits there alone, reminiscing
trying to figure out a way to restore the past<33

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