Defining silence

Im just going to come out
and be the one to say
i miss you i cant take it anymore
im sorry, you i never planned to betray

everyone makes mistakes baby
i know i made the worst kind
im sorry for all the pain i caused
now im the one loosing my mind

yes, i lied and deceived you
but its not like i planned it
circumstances changed but i know
that doesn't excuse me one bit

please im begging you just listen
i know this fate, in a way, i choose
and in your eyes i deserve it
but please your the last thing i want to lose

ill do anything you want me to
i just want you back in my arms
name your price, ill pay it
you never again will i harm

you know you hate the way things are
i know you feel the same way
maybe its deep down inside, but
i know you want me back to stay

baby all im asking for
is just one last chance
and after that you don't
have to throw another glance

im being put through a tormenting reality
and its not till now i realized that i put you through this
i need to say that im so sorry, i never meant for this to be
and that im sorry for letting this pain in you exist

i know now how bad it hurts
and never again will i do it
i still cant believe i did this to you
i apologize for every last bit

please look into my eyes and realize i am truly sincere
and that i love you and always did
there is one thing to you i need to make clear
just look me in the eyes while i say this so you know nothing is hid

"baby i miss you and i love you beyond belief
all i can do now is pray to the God above
for your forgiveness for all this grief
and for one last chance for me to prove my love" </3

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