My Tears and Heart Of No Hope

by Kayla Sonya Dearing   Jan 17, 2008


Is there something wrong with me?
If not then why do you not love me?
No matter how much I care or love you
I cannot get you to love me back

I look at the night sky
The moon shinning on my face
Thinking maybe you are thinking of me
Or maybe you just don't give a damn

I try to hate you with all my heart
But my heart will not allow it
No matter how many times you hit me
But I can never forgive you again

Each time I close my eyes
I see your face
I see you rasing your hand at me
And down it goes hitting me

My body cannot move it feels like its frozen soild in a freezer
All I can do is say "stop it please"
Thinking maybe you will stop

Giving you a third chance
Was the worse mistake I made.
Wanting you to love me the way I love you
Was my only wish.

Is it so wrong for me to keep dreaming
Dreaming that you've changed
Or do I have to stop dreaming of you?

Is this dream the only one that will not come true

My tears shed into a river of no hope
My heart is shattering into a thousands of pieces
And I cannot figure out the way to put it together
And there lays my heart and my tears of no hope.-

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  • 8 years ago

    by Silent Girl

    I have tear's of hope really good poem :)

  • 8 years ago

    by Matthew Schut

    Wow, so powerful and amazing!! I love the emotion poured into this poem!! Good work!

  • 12 years ago

    by Thomas

    That is a very sad poem, but a reality for many girls and women. Very well-written, especially how in the poem the admittance is made that so badly wanting to be loved can cause more pain in the end. Great job.
    5/5

  • 12 years ago

    by Mrs Bunny Brown

    Love this poem its goin on my faves

  • 12 years ago

    by Forever Broken

    I can so totally relate to what it is your saying in this poem. This was a truely inspiring piece.

    Is there something wrong with me?
    If not then why do you not love me?
    No matter how much I care or love you
    I cannot get you to love me back

    ^^^This was my overall favorite stanza. it expressed so many emotions that I can relate to. I used to feel like this for an ex. it took me so long to realiza that he just wasn't worth it. this poem may have been sad but i still really liked it, you are very talented. Keep up the great work and thnx for the kind words. 5/5
    ~Forever Broken~

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