Eternity

Laying here,
Insanity,
Stupid reactions,
Of Humanity.
I lay here tonight,
Broken dreams.
Scattering thoughts,
Dead it seems.
Pointless to hope,
When nothing heals.
Trying to cope,
But nothing feels.
Understanding,
Such a word.
Lost in nightmares,
Never free.
To be,
Myself...
Why so difficult?
To open up,
Let him in.
Feel the fire,
Embrace the sin.
Loving to have,
Only to feel.
To be lost,
In a moment.
A moment,
That was never real.
Is this a dream?
Or my sad reality?
Am I awake,
to draw blood again.
My skin burns,
My pain wins.
Tonight,
I'll lose it.
Lost it all,
In hopes I'll trip,
In my dreams,
Then fall.
Never hitting the ground,
Nor making a sound.
Only echo,
Is my hearts last pound.
That lasts...
An eternity,
In my dream.
I'll stay here,
I'm safe.
I'll cry here,
I'm free.
I'll die here,
I'm eternity.

-Elizabeth .H-