Anorexia Nervosa

Free me from this monster that lurks inside my mind.
Though she is my sister, Her I can not leave behind.
Ana I am really sorry, but no longer will I ever hide.
I'm fed up of every tear and every night that I had cried....

You promised me a future and you said I would be cured..
From the pain thats over come me; all those lies, they are absurd!
I never want to see you again yet I need you here by my side.
Because once again I hurt myself, I've continuously lied.

Looking at my reflection; sometimes I wish it will all just end.
Thank you for always being there and for being a sincere friend.
I never meant for this to happen I swear I never meant to hurt myself.
But Ana's messed my life up, she took control of my mental health.

Ana I don't want to leave you but look at what you've done!
You said I would find happiness, Joy! My tears have now begun.
How can I hold this dreadful burden for any longer?
But by pushing through this pain each day I'm growing stronger..