Jokes....

So tired of trying,
i wish i could give up,
my heart beaten and torn,
who gives a f++k??

people laugh at me,
cuz i express how i feel,
whats so damn funny?
whats the big f++kin deal??

i cut my arms up,
can you even imagine the pain??
making fun of me,
wont give you any gain.

i really dont care,
you throw all you can,
i just dont understand it,
and you call yourself a man??

well i dont care,
keep bringing your jokes,
they dont hurt me as much,
my heart still has hope.

i will not give up,
i will rise up again,
i may have fallen,
but soon i will stand.