In Pieces.

I'm throwing away everything
Just starting over new
I'm tired of holding on
So I'm letting go of you.

I wipe away my tears
I don't want you to see my pain
I'm thinking of myself for once
I have much more to gain.

I was there when you were hurting
Things were blown out of proportion
I was there for you
Through depression,through distortion.

You were on the phone line
But where you really there?
Your mind was somewhere else.
Did you even care?

You claim you're fine
Inside I know you're empty
Long nights of you're crying
Those memories won't exempt me.

You talk about other girls
You know it cuts me deep.
I feel so f-cking worthless
I cry myself to sleep.

You were never there to comfort me
Such your typical guy
These feelings I have for you
I'm still waiting for them to die.

I've messed up bad
My past comes back to haunt me.
We are both young and vulnerable
And hearts break too easily

I gave my entire life away
Because we made mistakes
The regret's getting worse
Th guilt won't seem to fade.

I remember all the times we spent
When I thought you cared
You put all the blame on me
My feelings;never spared.

Why did you lie?
You took my heart in hand.
You broke it into pieces
Something you'll never understand.

Why can't you trust me?
Please,this isn't fair.
I thought I finally had it.
But I guess true love is rare.

I need to get myself together
The tears are dry as dust
I'll never make this mistake again
Of confusing love with lust.

I need to let that hold you had
Disappear;fade away.
I need to forget you mad me smile
And knew just what to say.

I have to forget that fluttering warmness
When you looked into my eyes
I must move on
And stop living for these lies.

I hope you know I loved you
You're worth this all
I'll leave my heart in pieces
So catch them as they fall.