Tell Me Why?

You say you love me
Is this love? It can't be.
Love is meant to bring happiness
Where is it? It doesn't exist.
There are three people in this relationship.
Who comes first? Not me.
Your voice in my head, I can hear your words
Hurtful, endless i just want to forget.
Why do you want to hurt me
Your causing me such pain
I ask you why, you can't explain.
I cant deal with your controlling and manipulative ways
Slowly there making me go insane.
Everything i seem to say and do
It just bugs you, what am i going through.
Even when i do what you say it still never goes away.
I'm not Strong enough to leave
you wont let me go through the door i cant take anymore
I would do anything to make it right
Anything to end this never ending fight.
I no you no I'm not to blame
My emotions you play with like a dangerous game.
Making me feel bad for wanting what i deserve, respect and more,
What you give me is not worth living for.
You say you love me
Is this love? It can't be.