FEEL THE WRATH OF MY RUBBER CHICKEN! lol

My life has always been depressing, but who's life hasn't? I mean you've noticed so much pain while growing up no one can actually compare their bad lives to to others anymore and say they had the worse life ever. Because everyone had their own bad life in their own point of view. I've noticed growing up that love is hard to find, there is so much pain and anger, that love is like a little light hidden away behind all the maddness that its so hard to get to, unless you really want it. So I've heard. But what happens if you really want it and you can't get to it? Does that make me bound to the darkness within me? Will I never see that gorgeous light? Will my heart always be torn in half? Maybe one day my answers will be answered, it may not be today or tomorrow, heck it may not even be in a month or years. But at the end of the road, there my quest will end and there shall I find who and what I am, and my answer.