I'll write you a letter
I don't know where to start...

You told me this time it was for real,
How the hell do you think your making me feel...

I used to be so normal,
A simple little kid...

Sitting here and I'm crying again,
Wondering if this is how life's supposed to be...

I can't believe this turn of fate,
Just last week I was crying myself to sleep...

Still in shock,
Cant believe this...

Cancer
I wanted to know where you have been...

Just thirteen I was,
For a moment my life was on pause...

It's a risk you took,
Proved a fact that broke our hearts...

They told me you were dying,
I couldn't believe it...

Over and over again
you talk shit about me being with other men...

I looked around and shut my door
Sitting alone I started to crave...