So many things i wonder, about how death would be
I fear to pursue it in case i'm still not free...

I look deep into the mirror, ashamed at what I see
That broken thing reflected there, how can that be...

Thank god I've reached one hundred, finally it's...
I've got the silver medal, well people, it's been...

Each time I wake I feel the pain
This hurt's never far from my brain...

The ring of steel on steel chimes
As the battle's tumult climbs...

Silence slowly draws around me
Fills the room from wall to wall...

So many things I sit and wonder
Sit and write, sit and ponder...

The Darkness now seems an old friend
Time spent with which will never end...

Kill me now, kill me please,
I'm begging you, I'm on my knees...

Though I've never stopped
Trying to find my way...

When I wake up, with dawn's light,
My first thoughts are of you...

This is a poem for someone brave,
who i can but admire...