Murder my heart
slice me deep...

I'm hanging, swinging upside-down,
From this pull-up bar...

You complicated me
Confused me from the start...

Love
And pain...

I trudge through life, through love and hate
And a Soft Nothingness whispers in my ear...

Scrambling frantically through time and space
Fighting to escape from the constricting embrace...

You do your damned worst and expect my best
You broke me down and tried to tear me apart...

Just let me die
I want to end it all NOW...

Line after line
They fall into place...

Watch as the vines
trek up brick walls...

Open wounds appear on my soul
When I think of you...

Not much to think about at all before I met you,
Eat. Sleep. Drink. Drink alcohol. Sleep...