You see him and your world goes cold,
His eyes meet yours, you turn away...
Not much to think about at all before I met you,
Eat. Sleep. Drink. Drink alcohol. Sleep...
I mask all my emotions
And wrap vulnerable skin...
I feel restricting sadness
I feel constricting hate...
I used to try to be her little miss perfect
But i hated the thought of being prep...
I finally figured out
I don't know what's about...
Slouching in the stiff armchair
Submerged in the darkness the light...
CUT MY THROAT AND SLIT MY WRISTS
SLICE MY SIDES AND POUND MY FISTS...
Open wounds appear on my soul
When I think of you...
Watch as the vines
trek up brick walls...
One night...
He danced for me...
Line after line
They fall into place...