The hammer finally pulled back,
The barrel rests on my head...

A feeling that you can't describe,
No words can tell its tale...

Words with lips sealed whose feelings can't be...
Acts of their kindness is all that's there...

Decay the way i knew i would
these changes come so fast...

On this Christmas coming up,
Only one thing I'm asking for...

This is more of a song, not a regular poem.
Dreams are never meant to be...

Classified as friends,
Is what you want to be...

Its hard to stay determined,
When things look so dim...

The longest waiting game,
That i ever had to play...

How do I explain my love,
Because you need to know...

What is wrong with me,
Why can't I understand...

I'm drowning in a pool,
But it's not of my tears...