Beloved man on Mother's side,
You stand so strong, you swell with pride...
Lately I realize that nothing's going right.
Even though I have the power I can't stand to...
I wake, the morning rays touching my face.
There's nothing I"m looking forward to today...
Helpless within myself,
I watch as our distance grows...
Day by day, night by night
I search the world in my endless plight...
The very thought of being with you
Is a confusing thing indeed...
This endless night so timeless.
I find I cannot sleep...
Different eyes, one circumstance.
Can't detect with just first glance...
Sorry for the times when I seemed so lame.
After I told you, I couldn't act the same...
America.
center of combined arrogance...
This hardened, seasoned armor:
Lethal, almost as sulfur...
My dream, my fantasy:
Everything about her...