Worries At Night

This endless night so timeless.
I find I cannot sleep.
I regret the words that I have said,
The words that made you weep.

I'm thinking of the moment
You asked what if you had lied.
That got my stomach turning cold,
I slowly died inside.

I thought of all the sorts of things
You could possible lie about.
Again I splashed paint on my wall
As I let a frustrated shout.

The time we lay together
And watched the starry sky.
Noong sinabe mo "mahal kita"
Could that have been a lie?

We had a little quarrel
But had it quickly resolved.
Pangako mahal, walang iwanan
Would you leave me after all?

I tossed and turned, rolled on the floor
I was starting to lose my mind.
Kahit mahirap, kakayanin ko, para sa'yo.
Did you say it just to be kind?

I really wish I hadn't said
Those words that hurt you bad.
Tao lang po, nagkakamali din
Please hold on to what we have.

The sun begins to rise
As my spirit begins to fall.
*ring* "Good morning, my love"
I cry with your reassuring call..