My face red with frustration,
Just another useless feeling you leave me with...

There's an emptiness I trap inside,
ignoring it; denying that i'm not okay...

There's so much I could show to you,
So many thoughts I could voice...

There's this tension hanging in the air,
The kind that everyone's affected by...

My past comes back to haunt me,
Mocking all my rights made wrong...

I cant remember the last time closed my eyes,
And fell asleep with a smile on my face...

You have this irritating control over me,
You've got me unable to push away...

I can feel your hands around my throat,
The air in my lungs losing its only escape...

Sometimes I have trouble deciding,
What the difference is between right and wrong...

It's to feel unwanted,
To be told you're useless...

My reflection hates me,
Giving me nothing but a glare...

I'm listening but I cant hear,
I'm talking yet I cant speak...