How do you feel now dad?
I always wanted to be a grad...

I am writing this to you,
To let you know of what I\'m about to do...

One day you said Hi,
That day I wanted to fly...

I look in the mirror....
Every single day...

I watched mom sleep last night,
I just wanted to hold her tight...

When I was young,
I thought life would be so easy...

Given life,
With a desire to die...

I watched you walk away,
Screaming "Please stay!&quot...

I never wanted to cut myself,
I'm always looking at the picture on top of my...

Please, don'tleave me,
I'm afraid of this place...

Here I am,
Writing again...

Have mercy on my pitiful soul,
Let me live, die...