Sitting here
Pouring these words upon this page...

Melting wax flickers and glows
As liquid droplets pool below...

Puddles of despair grow into rivers of pain
As suicide courses through these bleeding veins...

Through my first words
You taught me to talk...

Confusing times must lie ahead
As these thoughts of him pollute my head...

I’m here
Here for you...

No one understands me,
Or do they just not care...

On this day I give to you,
A ring and these vows that I hope will do...

I remember the very last smile.
I'll never forget that final kiss...

The innocence of spring has faded,
And summer's beauty is now jaded...

The blue summer sky
Was clearer than ever...

All we wanted was to be together forever,
Why couldn't we see it would really be never...