July 11, 11:35 pm,The letter arrives
Cold fear shoots threw me...

Under the harsh florescent lights,
she stares tiredly at nothing...

Sometimes, good-bye's the only way.
Trust is never earned back...

Darkness flows up around me,
eating away the light as you push me back wards...

I'm sick of all the songs that tell me it's all my...
I'm sick of all these songs that tell me what to...

In a dark room i stood still, my hair falling...
You stood away to the right, from me, in the dark...

3 am, half asleep, the phone rings.
It's not you though...

I sat across from him, legs across the seat, feet...
He leaned over, and untied my shoe, gently pulling...

See my pain,
watch me cry...

Standing here, in all of my pain,
slowly suffocating...

Rain Drops
As she staires into the evening sky, a rain drop...

This pain explodes inside me, tears stream from my...
I cant even explain what i feel, what i need to...